The Typhoon passed through our region. It was just lucky (I
prefer the term “blessed” but I really don’t know if it’s a better term to use)
that where we lived is not on the typhoon’s direct path.
Our house encountered no major damage except for one plastic
roof (very minor). We only had power outage for two days. Water is fine, food
is fine, and playing poker was fun.
What I didn’t know was that houses were destroyed at that
time. People were trying to survive and seeking refuge. People were missing.
People were dying...
The point is: It could have been me. It could have been my
family.
This catastrophe was
not a joke.
My Expectations before the typhoon
In retrospection, I almost loathe myself on how I reacted on
the news of the coming typhoon a day or moments before it struck. I was like
laughing at my mom that she worries too much. I nonchalantly say that
everything’s going to be fine. That our house could withstand it (seeing the
devastation in Tacloban, I'm dazed. What have I been thinking??).
The sad part is, nothing has been fine. It has been a
catastrophe. My expectations were so wrong and I wish I could take back all the
things I told my mom or to myself.
I wish I could have shared more on the awareness of how to
prepare for the typhoon. I wish I could have called my relatives and friends -- to give them my “Take Cares and I Love Yous.”
Once again, I was just lucky (or blessed) that none of my relatives or friends have been majorly affected. And
for this, I’m truly thankful.
What I expect of myself after the typhoon
Still in denial of the gravity
of the typhoon’s aftermath, I couldn’t help but question myself, “What makes me
more deserving to live than those 3,000 victims (a rough estimate) that lost
their lives?”
In asking questions, we find a few answers for ourselves.
The best one so far is this.
“We are blessed so that we can bless others.”
Actually, I don’t expect much from myself. I just expect
myself to act, to be part of the recovery, and to genuinely be in one with the
people of the Visayas (hopefully with the whole Philippines).
I don’t expect to help everyone but only hope that whatever
I give can truly help at least one person or their family. I don’t expect to promote
hope to all people, but I will try my best to promote hope to any victim I
meet.
There’s no offer that is too small, yet there is no offer
that is too big as well. I’ll take my part and hope for the best. I might not
be able to expect this from you, the ones reading this, but think about it -- you always have something to give.
My mantra to this:
“I’m thankful that I have the chance to be the giver than to be the one
in need.“
What do the victims expect?
It doesn’t end with what we expect from ourselves. There are
REAL needs out there for the victims and survivors. They expect a lot from us.
Here are some of the few expectations I think they have for us who can help:
They expect that help would come. And sadly, in some areas,
help has not reached them until now! They’re hopeful, so let’s not fail them!
They expect that they can make it and that everything will
be OK. Filipinos are strong and resilient people. Naturally, we stand against
calamities and trials. But we don’t expect people to make it on their own now.
The case is more than what resilience or having a strong heart can take. For
most of them, the typhoon literally took everything from them.
Some of them expect that people/government gave up on them.
This is horrible for them to think, but some of them are really giving up. It
is evident when a number looted just for food -- forced to give up their morals to survive. I believe that a lot of them tried to fight for hope. But it's pure chaos out there. Giving up seems to be the only option left. All of these because they think
people have given up on them. Let’s prove them wrong.
What’s the next step?
Volunteer
There are a lot of things to work on. If you are really
“Gipit” or have no cash at the moment since you are affected as well, you can
still help. Most institutions make helping so easy these days. You can
volunteer on repacking centers. A lending hand could mean a lot.
Give (genuinely)
You can be creative. There are a lot of things you might
have at your home that they need. Tarpaulin for one is one of the best things
to offer.
